strawberries…

there were never strawberries
like the ones we had
that sultry afternoon
sitting on the step
of the open french window
facing each other
your knees held in mine
the blue plates in our laps
the strawberries glistening
in the hot sunlight
we dipped them in sugar
looking at each other
not hurrying the feast
for one to come
the empty plates
laid on the stone together
with the two forks crossed
and I bent towards you
sweet in that air
in my arms
abandoned like a child
from your eager mouth
the taste of strawberries
in my memory
lean back again
let me love you

let the sun beat
on our forgetfulness
one hour of all
the heat intense
and summer lightning
on the Kilpatrick hills

let the storm wash the plates

– Edwin Morgan – 

this magic road…


On this magic road I’m about to lose control
Oh, won’t you bless my soul on this magic road
Down this magic road you can have anything you want
And leave out things you don’t want on this magic road

What is this I see? What a mystery
What a time to meet, baby…
On this magic road
On this magic road
On this magic road

– Al Green –

on my mind…

I whispered an offer softly in the ear
of your playful heart.
I closed my mouth and spoke to you
in a hundred silent ways,
you know what’s on my mind,
you’ve heard my thoughts.

– Rumi –

passion is…

How is it that one day life is orderly and you are content, a little cynical perhaps but on the whole just so, and then without warning you find the solid floor is a trapdoor and you are now in another place whose geography is uncertain and whose customs are strange?

Travelers at least have a choice. Those who set sail know that things will not be the same as at home. Explorers are prepared. But for us, who travel to cities of the interior by chance, there is no preparation. We who are fluent find life is a foreign language. Somewhere between the swamp and the mountains. Somewhere between fear and sex. Somewhere between God and the Devil passion is and the way there is sudden and the way back worse.

– Jeanette Winterson – 

you will…

Dear Gentle Sir,

You will rest your mouth on my nipple. You will drape your tongue around each supple mound until I am hard.  And then, you will suck.  You will suck on me until my back arches, while my throat moans, and my fingers become lost in your hair.  Your hands – strong and sure – they will hold me in place.  They will hold me while I squirm and arch and wriggle my pleasure beneath your broad expanse.  You will press your body against mine.  You will hold me tight against you.  With each pounding, you will spread me wider, plunge me deeper. You will take me to the edge and we will fall.

My tits will bound to your rhythm.
My back and hips will dance to your beat.
My limbs will clasp and splay as I cry out your name.

You will do this.
While you suck and hold and fuck me.
You will do this because I want… no, need you to.
And you will not stop.
You will do this until we fall.
(Oh, may we plummet!)
Again.
and
Again.
You will do this until I cum.
You will do this until I am done.

Ever Yours,

Lola Moi xo

it’s a small world after all…

We sat in the car
& the night dropped
down until the
only sounds were
the crickets &
the dance of our voices


& for a moment
the world became
small enough to
roll back & forth
between us.

– Brian Andreas –

the elephant is slow to mate…

The elephant, the huge old beast,
is slow to mate;
he finds a female, they show no haste
they wait

for the sympathy in their vast shy hearts
slowly, slowly to rouse
as they loiter along the river-beds
and drink and browse


and dash in panic though the brake
of forest with the herd,
and sleep in massive silence, and wake
together, without a word.

So slowly the great hot elephant hearts
grow full of desire,
and the great beasts mate in secret at last,
hiding their fire.

Oldest they are and the wisest of beasts
so they know at last
how to wait for the loneliest of feasts
for the full repast.

They do not snatch, they do not tear;
their massive blood
moves as the moon-tides, near, more near
till they touch in flood.

 – D.H. Lawrence –