dive for dreams…

dive for dreams
or a slogan may topple you
(trees are their roots
and wind is wind)
trust your heart
if the seas catch fire
(and live by love
though the stars walk backward)
honour the past
but welcome the future
(and dance your death
away at the wedding)
never mind a world
with its villains or heroes
(for good likes girls
and tomorrow and the earth)
in spite of everything
which breathes and moves, since doom
(with white longest hands
neating each crease)
will smooth entirely our minds
-before leaving my room
i turn, and (stooping
through the morning) kiss
this pillow, dear
where our heads lived and were.

– e.e. cummings –

slip inside

rawr…

Dear Gentle Sir,

This hunger aches; it spreads through every inch of me. It takes me in and turns me inside out, over and over again.  It makes me forget that I am me, this hunger. This heat of desire, this need, and impossible want, reveals me – shows to me the self that I have never truly known. And each time you see me and accept me, you reintroduce me to myself.  You are a magician and I become a mystery.  With you, even the familiar seems a surprise.

Tonight, I think of you.
I think of you and hunger… or maybe it’s the other way around.

Rawr,

Lola Moi xo